Old Pi

I turned 24 a week from today. I am getting old and I learn life changes as you get older. Duh... God is focusing my eyes on some changes he knows is best for me.

Leadership: It is time to step into where God has placed me. I have been beating around the bush with inviting roommates to live with me because of the fear of living with new people in a beautifully messy Kingdom (this makes sense if you read my previous post). The thought: "do they know what they are signing up for; do I know what they are signing up for" Oh Satan and your stupid spirit. God is telling me to trust him, draw near to him, delight myself in him (Ps 37:4). I must hold dear his Word, for the older and more responsibilities he gives me the more accountable I must be in his Kingdom. His word is truth, my word is vapor.

I am a model to others. I best be submitting to God, for those who look to me better not see me, but God living in me. How do: i spend my time; spend my money; use my talents; behave towards Kristine (beautiful girlfriend); love friends and family; react to injustice?

Oh do I need to kneel at God's feet. I cannot do anything by myself for myself hates the light. I am wicked at heart. But Christ living in me sheds the light. May it be seen as God getting the glory. John 3:20-21

How do you like that Peace

p.s. sorry for the spaghetti thinking-it was a bit messy